About Me
i'm a troubled fuckin teenager who loves her music!i am goin through my depression & eating disorder phase at da moment so BACK OFF BARBIE!!!Recent Entries
Oh My God
I haven't been on this in months,last blog i wrote i was going to kill myself...and i ended up in hospital after that...i think maybe god is trying to... read more
Hurts So Good.
"these wounds won't seem to heal,this pain is just too real...Theres just too much that time cannot erase" -My ImmortalThose lyrics remind me of my li... read more
Happy,once Again...
I can't believe i'm saying this,but i'm happy at the moment..Still i wonder how long it will last for?Remember my best friend in the whole wide world ... read more
Just Too Good To Be True....
I guess i really can't move on from my past.I love Beau but not enough to stay with him anymore.He doesn't treat me right anymore,he keeps telling me ... read more
Smile Like You Mean It...
What is it with everyone saying "smile"I only smile when i do mean it,not just to pose & fake a moment in a photo...Pictures are taken to capture that... read more
Lust Or Love?is It All Real?
How do you know when love is real?Do you just get that feeling that you just can't really explain?I've finally found someone who is perfect for me & w... read more
Losing A Friend.
Some people say,when someone dies close to you its like losing a part of you...But when you lose a friend that you'll never speak to again,except thei... read more
What Went Wrong?
First of all i would like to thank dgs1234 to commenting on my last article it meant alot to me..And those last words that you said reallly hit me..Th... read more
Alone....again.
I'm going back to the way things were before i ever really had fun in my life...My friends are all deserting me,cause i'm just not the way i use to be... read more
Living In The Past...
Why is so hard to let go of the past?Don't we all wish that we could go back in time & change something about how we are now in the present...But then... read more
